POWERED BY SOORAJ SAXENA

EMPOWER YOURSELF TO THRIVE

Expand your self awareness and creativity with exclusive live streams, Q&A sessions, content, office hours, and a like-minded community.

POWERED BY SOORAJ SAXENA

EMPOWER YOURSELF TO THRIVE

Expand your self awareness and creativity with exclusive live streams, Q&A sessions, content, office hours, and a like-minded community.

POWERED BY SOORAJ SAXENA

EMPOWER YOURSELF TO THRIVE

Expand your self awareness and creativity with exclusive live streams, Q&A sessions, content, office hours, and a like-minded community.

TRUSTED BY TOP BRANDS

SURROUND YOURSELF WITH ALIGNED ENERGY

An intersection between internal awareness + storytelling + “therapy” + filmmaking.

THRIVING IN CHAOS is your go-to community for self awareness and creativity.
Connect to stories & people that empower you to be more evolved internally and externally.

It doesn’t have to be lonely on your self awareness journey. Community is a foundational component mental, physical, spiritual and creative growth. Connect with individuals diving into their own internal paths, who love storytelling, and creative endeavors who want to learn, and grow together.

THRIVING IN CHAOS is your go-to community for self awareness and creativity.
Connect to stories & people that empower you to be more evolved internally and externally.

It doesn’t have to be lonely on your self awareness journey. Community is a foundational component mental, physical, spiritual and creative growth. Connect with individuals diving into their own internal paths, who love storytelling, and creative endeavors who want to learn, and grow together.

THINK HEALING MEETS STORYTELLING,
THERAPY MEETS SOLO FILMMAKING

THINK HEALING MEETS STORYTELLING,
THERAPY MEETS SOLO FILMMAKING

THINK HEALING MEETS STORYTELLING,
THERAPY MEETS SOLO FILMMAKING

LIMITED SPOTS AVAILABLE

YOU ARE THE STUDENT & THE TEACHER

Empowering you to be your highest self

By sharing his transformation stories, Sooraj aims to empower you to surrender, control, love, dance, & create your existence.

LIMITED SPOTS AVAILABLE

YOU ARE CREATOR & THE CREATION

Become an intentional conscious creator

Sooraj is taking his 8+ years of storytelling and solo filmmaking experience to help others blossom into powerful one-man creative teams.

HEY PAIN,

THIS YOU?

HEY PAIN,

THIS YOU?

Facing Change, Letting Go, and Internal Transformation—Even When It Feels Like No One Can Relate?

Navigating personal growth can feel isolating, especially when you’re breaking old cycles and working to become your best self. THRIVING IN CHAOS is here to offer support, guidance, and real connections on this journey:

Boost self-discipline and consistency

Build authentic confidence and self-love

Set healthy boundaries and nurture fulfilling relationships

Balance spiritual and material growth

Find clarity and accountability in a like-minded community

Boost self-discipline and consistency

Build authentic confidence and self-love

Set healthy boundaries and nurture fulfilling relationships

Balance spiritual and material growth

Find clarity and accountability in a like-minded community

Struggling to Be Authentic and Turn Ideas Into Cinematic Content While Building a Consistent Process?

Creating high-quality, impactful content doesn’t require a studio budget. THRIVING IN CHAOS equips you with the skills, insights, and support to bring your ideas to life and build your brand.

Learn my full content creation process from scripting to posting

Grow your social media presence with mission-driven content

Master storytelling, filming, and editing techniques

Connect with creators who share your passion for authentic storytelling

Build on-camera confidence and create a distinctive style

Learn my full content creation process from scripting to posting

Grow your social media presence with mission-driven content

Master storytelling, filming, and editing techniques

Connect with creators who share your passion for authentic storytelling

Build on-camera confidence and create a distinctive style

SO, WHAT'S INSIDE?

Live Streams + Q&A

Twice a month, immerse yourself in raw live lectures, hot seats & interactive Q/A calls where Sooraj dives deep into his stories and process, covering various topics and where your questions get actionable insights from the perspective of Sooraj Saxena. Learn from his stories, fellow members' challenges, share your own, and watch as Sooraj unveils his personal advice. Each call is a shared experience of growth, leaving you more empowered, more confident, and filled with actionable insights. Recorded and Archived.

The Art of Solo Filmmaking

Sooraj will guide you through his personal process, providing insights and techniques that have proven effective for him. His tutorials offer extensive information through expanded, real-time demonstrations. This isn't the most technically driven "course"; instead, it provides a glimpse into his real-time process, aimed at helping others achieve cinematic quality with limited knowledge and resources to get started.

Members Posting + Exclusive Chats

Access to our community forum and our real-time chat room. Make meaningful connections with people who “get you.” Discover what's working best for other healers & creatives in their unique journey. Post and share your stories or work. 

Office Hours + Accountability with Sooraj

Every week Sooraj will dedicate blocked time in the community to respond to posts, comments, messages, impromptu live streams, and be active in the chatrooms to engage the community. This is also an experimental period to develop an accountability network amongst all members and develop focus group sessions with Sooraj. 

Exclusive Content

Behind the Scenes raw content longer form content not available anywhere else address the community directly, insights, reminders, creative projects & processes and tailored content covering various topics related to the entire community. Custom content to address the collective communities state of mind & interest. 

WANT TO MAKE ART LIKE THIS?

WANT TO MAKE ART LIKE THIS?

COURSE CURRICULUM

An exploration of the three stages of the creative process: Pre-Production, Production, and Post-Production.

Once you have adjusted your process and developed a game plan for your projects, we will focus on consistency, iterations, and growing your skills.

01

Pre-Production

You’ll start with a strong foundation by exploring ideation techniques that align with your true self. Learn to craft powerful scripts that resonate with your audience, and plan every detail of your shoot, from location scouting to choreography, ensuring your vision is clear and executable.

You’ll start with a strong foundation by exploring ideation techniques that align with your true self. Learn to craft powerful scripts that resonate with your audience, and plan every detail of your shoot, from location scouting to choreography, ensuring your vision is clear and executable.

02

Production

You’ll develop and imitate Sooraj’s technical skills of cinematography, sound recording, and lighting methods, while honing your personal style. From your role in front of or behind the camera, I’ll guide you in creating compelling visuals and authentic performances that captivate viewers.

You’ll develop and imitate Sooraj’s technical skills of cinematography, sound recording, and lighting methods, while honing your personal style. From your role in front of or behind the camera, I’ll guide you in creating compelling visuals and authentic performances that captivate viewers.

03

Post-Production

We’ll elevate your project to professional standards. Learn how to sync audio seamlessly, cut with rhythm and purpose, and apply color correction and grading techniques that enhance the mood of your film. Finally, export your work in high quality, ready to make an impact on social media and beyond.

We’ll elevate your project to professional standards. Learn how to sync audio seamlessly, cut with rhythm and purpose, and apply color correction and grading techniques that enhance the mood of your film. Finally, export your work in high quality, ready to make an impact on social media and beyond.

BETA

THE ART OF SOLO FILMMAKING

BY SOORAJ SAXENA

By popular demand, this course, series of tutorial videos detailing Sooraj’s solo vertical filmmaking process (on-going development) was born. While content creation offers numerous approaches, you’ll be guided through Sooraj’s personal creative process, providing insights and techniques that have proven effective for him. Producing the same energy as his Instagram, TikTok, YouTube video, these tutorials offer extensive information which will be expanded through, real-time demonstrations. This isn't the most technically driven "course"; instead, it's a glimpse into the previous & real-time process, aimed at helping you achieve cinematic quality with limited knowledge to help you get started.

The 2+ hours of tutorial videos cover the pre-production process (mindset, ideation, writing, storytelling, location scouting, finding and sorting references, lighting plans), production (playing many hats, director, cinematographer, planning ahead, scene coverage, alternative angles, audio capture, on screen presence and inevitable problem-solving), as well as a simplified editing process, sound design, color correction + grading method.

By popular demand, this course, series of tutorial videos detailing Sooraj’s solo vertical filmmaking process (on-going development) was born. While content creation offers numerous approaches, you’ll be guided through Sooraj’s personal creative process, providing insights and techniques that have proven effective for him. Producing the same energy as his Instagram, TikTok, YouTube video, these tutorials offer extensive information which will be expanded through, real-time demonstrations. This isn't the most technically driven "course"; instead, it's a glimpse into the previous & real-time process, aimed at helping you achieve cinematic quality with limited knowledge to help you get started.

The 2+ hours of tutorial videos cover the pre-production process (mindset, ideation, writing, storytelling, location scouting, finding and sorting references, lighting plans), production (playing many hats, director, cinematographer, planning ahead, scene coverage, alternative angles, audio capture, on screen presence and inevitable problem-solving), as well as a simplified editing process, sound design, color correction + grading method.

THE BACKSTORY

WHY THRIVING IN CHAOS

Before he started telling stories on TikTok in 2020, Sooraj struggled with developing crucial life skills, including self-awareness, self-love, and intentional storytelling. He lacked a physical network of people on the same journey and didn't know how to detach from external material pursuits, become authentic, develop emotional intelligence, or be deeply vulnerable in sharing what was on his mind and heart.

Despite doing everything under the sun to “feel something” “be heard or be seen” chaining his mind and heart to fast thrills, instant gratification, addictions and pleasures, he always felt like nothing was ever enough, more importantly,
like he was never enough.

Despite doing everything under the sun to “feel something” “be heard or be seen” chaining his mind and heart to fast thrills, instant gratification, addictions and pleasures, he always felt like nothing was ever enough, more importantly,
like he was never enough.

It was through dropping out of college, a worldwide pandemic, years of self sabotage and destruction, heartbreaks, bad business dealings, deep trust in his talents, divine timing & spiritual alignment that he managed to realign himself to a purpose bigger than him, he began to thrive in chaos. With guidance from God, the universe, deep self-reflection, an internal atonement to inspiring content & creators, he began to take intentional action as result of his influences.

After years of expressing his creative energy through intentional storytelling, he was flooded by thousands of request to be a teacher of his ways. It took some digging but he knew what he needed to do.
Create a formal community, be a guiding voice he wished he had growing up, when he started his self awareness & content creation journey. What a difference that would have made! 

Thus THRIVING IN CHAOS is born.

It was through dropping out of college, a worldwide pandemic, years of self sabotage and destruction, heartbreaks, bad business dealings, deep trust in his talents, divine timing & spiritual alignment that he managed to realign himself to a purpose bigger than him, he began to thrive in chaos. With guidance from God, the universe, deep self-reflection, an internal atonement to inspiring content & creators, he began to take intentional action as result of his influences.

CHOOSE YOUR MEMBERSHIP

Our pricing plan is designed to be affordable, & tailored to your desired path. This is our flagship & founding member rate, meaning this is the lowest it’ll ever be.

QUARTERLY

YEARLY

Save 30% on a yearly subscription

Deep Dive & Vibes

Best for internal growth.

$87

/PER QUARTER

($29/month or $0.96/day)
Included in the membership:

Monthly Streams Q&A + Recaps

Exclusive Content, Chat & Posting Topics:

  • Authenticity
  • Self Awareness
  • Healing, Confidence
  • Intentionality
  • Discipline
  • Physical
  • Mental Spiritual Health
  • Storytelling, Self Exploration & Growth
  • Creativity
  • Overcoming Obstacles + More

Exclusive Merch Discounts + Drops

Office Hours with Sooraj

*Please read Disclaimer and FAQ
Conscious Creator Growth

Best for creative growth.

$144

/PER QUARTER

($48/month or $1.60/day)
Everything in Deep Dive & Vibes, plus:

The Art of Solo Filmmaking Course

Monthly Live Streams + Q&A + Recaps:

  • Discussing Solo Filmmaking & Breaking Down Your Work

Exclusive Content + Chats + Topic Postings:

  • From Ideation to Production
  • Writing, Lighting, Filming, Editing, Sound, and Color
  • Social Media Growth & Strategy (How to gain views + followers)
  • Building A Personal Brand and Authentic Community
  • Creative Entrepreneurship, Mindset, Habits, Momentum, Experimentation

Behind the Scenes to Sooraj Creative Process & Projects

*Please read Disclaimer and FAQ

QUARTERLY

YEARLY

Save 30% on a yearly subscription

Deep Dive & Vibes

Best for internal growth.

$244

/PER YEAR

($20/month or $0.66/day)
Included in the membership:

Monthly Streams Q&A + Recaps

Exclusive Content, Chat & Posting Topics:

  • Authenticity
  • Self Awareness
  • Healing, Confidence
  • Intentionality
  • Discipline
  • Physical
  • Mental Spiritual Health
  • Storytelling, Self Exploration & Growth
  • Creativity
  • Overcoming Obstacles + More

Exclusive Merch Discounts + Drops

Office Hours with Sooraj

*Please read Disclaimer and FAQ
Conscious Creator Growth

Best for creative growth.

$403

/PER YEAR

($33/month or $1.10/day)
Everything in Deep Dive & Vibes, plus:

The Art of Solo Filmmaking Course

Monthly Live Streams + Q&A + Recaps:

  • Discussing Solo Filmmaking & Breaking Down Your Work

Exclusive Content + Chats + Topic Postings:

  • From Ideation to Production
  • Writing, Lighting, Filming, Editing, Sound, and Color
  • Social Media Growth & Strategy (How to gain views + followers)
  • Building A Personal Brand and Authentic Community
  • Creative Entrepreneurship, Mindset, Habits, Momentum, Experimentation

Behind the Scenes to Sooraj Creative Process & Projects

*Please read Disclaimer and FAQ

QUARTERLY

YEARLY

Save 30% on a yearly subscription

Deep Dive & Vibes

Best for internal growth.

$87

/PER QUARTER

($29/month or $0.96/day)
Included in the membership:

Monthly Streams Q&A + Recaps

Exclusive Content, Chat & Posting Topics:

  • Authenticity
  • Self Awareness
  • Healing, Confidence
  • Intentionality
  • Discipline
  • Physical
  • Mental Spiritual Health
  • Storytelling, Self Exploration & Growth
  • Creativity
  • Overcoming Obstacles + More

Exclusive Merch Discounts + Drops

Office Hours with Sooraj

*Please read Disclaimer and FAQ
Conscious Creator Growth

Best for creative growth.

$144

/PER QUARTER

($48/month or $1.60/day)
Everything in Deep Dive & Vibes, plus:

The Art of Solo Filmmaking Course

Monthly Live Streams + Q&A + Recaps:

  • Discussing Solo Filmmaking & Breaking Down Your Work

Exclusive Content + Chats + Topic Postings:

  • From Ideation to Production
  • Writing, Lighting, Filming, Editing, Sound, and Color
  • Social Media Growth & Strategy (How to gain views + followers)
  • Building A Personal Brand and Authentic Community
  • Creative Entrepreneurship, Mindset, Habits, Momentum, Experimentation

Behind the Scenes to Sooraj Creative Process & Projects

*Please read Disclaimer and FAQ

WHAT

WHAT

3M+

3M+

3M+

FOLLOWERS
FOLLOWERS

MILLIONS SAY ABOUT SOORAJ

MILLIONS SAY ABOUT SOORAJ

I cannot thank you enough for all the hard work you put forth on a daily basis with what you do. This speaks to me and I appreciate your hard work and admiration for yourself…I'm not saying I see you but I see me through you. These are all brilliant questions. So thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I wanted to reach out and say that you are one of the creators that have helped me to inspire me and the work I do. I've always looked up to you and the art you create. I have a deep respect for you. Please know that what you do is meaningful. It's impactful.
Hey Sooraj 🖐️Been watching your videos lately on tiktok and the amount of positivity and knowledge you spread damnnnn. Just wanted to thank you for sharing such content with us. Stay blessed my g and keep shining 💯
Hey for real though ever since I came across your TikTok it's been a lot better. Thank you for putting this out there and thank you for your 5pt series explaining why. And ask your mom where she got that shirt! I wanna get one so I can Bambara with my Punjabi friend!
Your Tiktok videos are helping me SO MUCH with my depression.
I love you man 🙏 it's a long journey and I have a lot to process but your videos make me feel good and help me think.
And NO I won't be using them as escapism, they actually help me 😌
Hey man, just wanted to say you have been a huge inspiration to me and helped me find myself when I thought being alone was bad, u showed me when you're alone that's when you can begin to truly find yourself and I respect everything you stand for keep up the great work man!
Your content is genuinely awesome. You make me and others think. Thank you for the video you did on how people have specific lenses that they have of you from when they met you, how they have it engrained in them. It helped show I guess from another person like yourself that I DON'T need to nor have to folllow those narratives that people have of you. That I don't need to waste my energy watering plants that don't know or appreciate me.
So thank you for creating taht video which to me was a conversation and a lesson too!
hi just wanted to thank you for the reminder. I began dating myself a few months ago and I felt like I was craving a relationship and your tiktok reminded me so much about how beautiful it is to date yourself. Thank you for the reminder I didn't know I needed 💛
I hope this doesn't sound weird but your energy is just mesmerising 😍.
I've spent all morning pure stalking you instead of doing work cos I just get so much good vibes from your content 😂.

I just wanted to drop a message to let you know I just find it totally uplifting and very though provoking. I like the new perspectives you make me consider!

Hope you have a wonderful day today!
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Hey bro I just wanted to say thank you for the constant positivity that you put out through your platform on tiktok. It has sincerely helped me out. I'm going through the worst breakup of my life so far. (2 years Ended in the worst terms possible) Along with other factors in my life, everything is just adding up and it seems like the tunnel doesn't end. But through your videos, it helps me realize that this time is temporary. The words you put out inspire me and help me see a better day. I'm working on myself now and I'm making huge progress. I can't thank you enough for what you contributed to that. Thank you again friend.
I have been in a @framer rabbit hole for the past 6 hours without even noticing as time goes by — its everything I love in Figma combined with everything I love in Webflow. I am in love.
Hi Sooraj,
I hope you are well and safe,
You probably won't read this. I'm guessing you probably have a lot of DMs. Well if you happen to read this one day I just wanted to say THANK YOU. I have recently found your tiktok page and I can't thank you enough for you amazing content that you share with all of us (Ur followers). I am too and still am on my own journey of self love and truly finding myself. I haven't quite got there yet, as some days my self love just comes crashing down and other days I'm loving it. And when I found your page, it sparked wonders only be ause I feel like I found the male version of myself lol, like I love tea, I love sunsets/sunrises and I love enjoying me time. I can't even explain it but thank you sooo much. I didn't think there would ever be someone who thinks exactly like me. Once again Thank You and keep shining.

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About Sooraj Saxena
(THAT'S ME)

FOUNDER & CREATOR

Sooraj Saxena, founder of SHVKTI, is the creative mind behind *THRIVING IN CHAOS*, a community dedicated to self-awareness through storytelling and cinematic art. Born and raised in California, Sooraj draws inspiration from both Eastern spirituality and modern self-awareness, with a background shaped by his family’s Sanātana Dharma practices. His journey has evolved to embrace influences like Advaita Vedanta and Shaivism, and his unique blend of introspection and creativity now reaches millions on YouTube, TikTok, and Instagram.

As a solo creator, Sooraj crafts content that explores self-love, attachment, mental health, and purpose with depth and vulnerability. His work blends traditional film influences and New Age wisdom, with the mission to inspire others to connect with their own paths and stories. Known for phrases like “love yourself, take care,” Sooraj aims to make self-realization accessible to a new generation, especially Gen Z and South Asian men, encouraging others to navigate life’s chaos with compassion, clarity, and creativity.

FAQ

Deep Dive

iconHow does the membership work?

With your membership, you gain access to an exclusive community focused on growth, connection, and creativity. This includes monthly live streams, a dynamic chat space, exclusive content, support, and accountability. You’ll also have opportunities to interact directly with Sooraj and like-minded peers, creating a collaborative environment for personal and creative development.

iconHow much access to Sooraj will I get?
iconWhy are these boundaries on Sooraj's availability?
iconWhen do the live calls happen?
iconCan I expect immediate responses from support?
iconCommunity Etiquette
iconWill I get personalized advice from Sooraj?
iconWhat is your refund policy?
iconWhat if I'm unhappy with the results?
iconWhat are office hours?
iconWhat is expected of me as a community member?
iconHow can I get the most out of this community?
iconWhat if I need urgent support?
iconAre there any community guidelines I should follow?
iconIs all content available immediately after joining?
iconCan I connect with other members outside of community events?
iconConfidentiality and Privacy
iconFeedback and Suggestions
iconNeed additional support?

Conscious Creator

iconHow is this different from the free content that’s already out there?

Great question! There’s a ton of free content available, but Thriving in Chaos offers something unique. Sooraj’s goal is to educate and empower creators with insights and methods that have worked for him personally, tailored to his unique perspective. Instead of spending hours searching online, you’ll get structured guidance, practical tutorials, and feedback designed to help you apply what you learn. Plus, you’ll be part of a community where you can collaborate, stay inspired, and keep improving.

iconWhat if I don't have exensive camer gear and equipment?
iconDo I need to have a certain amount of followers to join Thriving In Chaos and make content?
iconWhat experience with social media do I need to have?
iconDo I need filmmaking or editing experience to join?
iconCan I make high-quality videos with just my phone?
iconIs this course only for people who want to become full-time creators?
iconWill I receive feedback on my work?
iconHow much time should I commit to this program?

DISCLAIMER

Please note that I am only one man sharing his unique life experiences and advice. Please be mindful not to overwhelm me with an excessive amount of your concerns, as I am not fully equipped emotionally or physically to manage the intensity of your energy. My primary role is to offer perspective. I am not a certified life coach, therapist, or professor. I DO NOT HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS—THE SUM OF ALL OF OUR LIFE KNOWLEDGE AND PERSPECTIVES IS GREATER THAN JUST ME. I encourage everyone to post, comment, ask questions, etc., in the community to open up discussion. I am the only one running the community as of now, so I will be in the chats and responding to posts and comments within office hours. Please be patient and kind :) This community serves as a vehicle to share my experiences more intimately and openly with people who want to relate and get a peek behind the curtain. This may result in unqualified life advice.Please use your discernment and form your own opinions. Your life experiences are uniquely your own. My conversations are not meant to be taken as ultimate truth or direct guidance. This is a COMMUNITY; I, myself, am here to connect with you all, grow, and shift my perspective as well.”
- Sooraj

The content provided by SHVKTI FILMS, LLC and Sooraj Saxena is for informational purposes only. It is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always seek the advice of your physician or another qualified health provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition. Never disregard professional medical advice or delay in seeking it because of something you have read from SHVKTI FILMS, LLC and Sooraj Saxena. Reliance on any information provided by SHVKTI FILMS, LLC, Sooraj Saxena, its employees, contracted writers, or others appearing on the site is solely at your own risk. SHVKTI FILMS, LLC and Sooraj Saxena do not recommend or endorse any specific tests, physicians, products, procedures, opinions, or other information that may be mentioned. You’re paying for subjective data perspective & opinion. Not absolute truth.